Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas is quite.

I'm not in a good place. I'm anxious. I just nearly lost it listening to I'll be home for Christmas. I'm sad and scared and worried. I'm stuck. I need to get out of here, but in doing so am I running away from one person who loves me? Sometimes I think I need help, but I don't think I could handle being in a facility. I also don't think I should drink. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Answer in song lyrics

 Yourself:: She stepped off the bus out into the city streets Just a small town girl with her whole life Packed in a suitcase by her feet- Fallen Angel Poison or Yeah, my girlfriend takes me home when I’m too drunk to drive And she doesn’t get all jealous when I hang out with the guys She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does She brings me mexican food from sombrero’s just because (yeah, just because)- Josie Blink 182

 Your friends:: I don't want your big city rising, I don't want your sliver lining, I don't want to be a tattooed millionaire- Tattooed Millionaire Bruce Dickinson. or And I played guitar in a long-haired rock and roll band She asked me why the singers name was Alice I said listen, baby, you really wouldn't understand- Be my lover Alice Cooper

 Your crush/bf/gf.:: Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man- Tiny Dancer

Are you a guy or girl?: Early one mornin' the sun was shinin', I was layin' in bed Wond'rin' if she'd changed at all If her hair was still red.-Tangled up in Blue Bob Dylan

 Where do you want to be right now?: Well I never thought I’d make it here in Hollywood... I never thought I’d ever Want to stay... What I seem to touch these days has turned to gold... What I seem to want, Well you know I’ll find a way- After the glitter fades Stevie Nicks

 Describe how you feel right now: Hello, welcome to the show Thought we broke up years ago What's up, I just shit my pants Gambled and I lost Good times, just blew out my knee I've fallen and I can't get up Oh shit, I think I broke my back Where's the wheelchair? -Falling apart Lagwagon

 Give me a word of advice:: Some friends become your enemies, some friends become your family, take the best with what your given, some say die but this is living.- Good Charlotte

Tell me something uplifting:: Give me a chance to shine and I will blind the world, take a stand be the voice of those who cannot be heard.- Transplants